A Big Leap for Me

Assalamualaikum PEEPS!

Bile last time tulis post panjang? Haha, lame gilaaa kan? Agak jelah. Sesi kongsi feeling dah bermule. Actually, takut nak masuk form2, seriously terrified. Tak percaye diri dah 13tahun, yang ni pulak 14. Walaupun bagi orang lain, "Alaahh, relaxlah! Form2 je pun. Bukannye PMR lagi." Oh yaa, nak amek kesempatan untuk cakap ALL THE BEST for form3 tahun depaaann. Do your BEST and hope you achieve the best! *Okay sambung.* Bile orang cakap, "Sarah, dah besar daaahh. Dah takleh main main dah. Sekejap je lagi PMR." OhMyGod, my nightmare begins. Macam seram je. What if tak dapat catch up dengan hafazan and pelajaran (?) Tengok jela tahun ni macamane kan? What if amanah takdapat pegang betul betul (?) It's hard, actually, if you think about it, one by one.

But I know, this is what makes me stronger. Just do your best and try not getting in anyone's way. Yes, itulah saye. Suke masuk dalam jalan orang and cari pasal sampai hidup sendiri pun dah lupa. But, I promise myself never to do that again. But it's life, memang la payah sometimes. But it's a lesson for me and for those yang lalu lalang kat sini. Never Give Up. There's always a reason why Allah wants to test us. Dah, dah. Habislah, sudahla meraung sorang sorang dalam bilik. It's another journey I have to pass through. It's not a big deal anyway. Sarah je exaggerate macam ape.

Tapi bestlah kucing kat rumah ni,due due ekor macam paham ape Sarah rase. Lain, but macam dorang boleh tahu bile Sarah rase susah hati. Pelik bukan? Tapi bestlah. Bile pike macam macam, datangla sekor sekor from belakang. But yeah, only He knows how I feel. Alhamdulillah laa, ade due ekor tuu. Macam dalam rumah, if boring, kejar dorang dengan tali, main lari lari satu rumah. Sarah memang tak matang. Tak pandai nak handle masalah dengan betul. But it's a good time, school holidays. Dapat relax, tak perlu pike homework ape ade, kene beli buku yang mane. Ceh, cakap macam dah form5. Padahal -,-"

Yelah, bile tengok darjah enam kan, macam okayokay je. Elok la. But Sekolah Menengah, it's a whole different situation, but I can live with it. Okay, dah sepakat dengan kawan kawan nak study betul betul for 2011. Tahun ni, taktahu pape pasal buku Ko-Ku. Tahun depan, nak bawak setiap hari. Tahun ni, bile cikgu ade kat depan, angkat buku nak nyorok tido. Tahun depan, amek wudhu' 10 kali sehari semate mate nak paham ape cikgu mengajaa. Semangat gilaa plan one by one. Harap harap jelah ikut. Aminn.

It's a share of feelings, so memang bored bile bace, kan? Papelah, I write what I want to write and you just read what you want to read. Nothing personal. Okay, hope ape yang Sarah and sesape yang mengalami sakit jantung bile pike pasal future, insyaAllah tak cuak dah. Sarah doakan semuaa yang bile ade something yang mengganggu die, insyaAllah tenang and senang je solve kan masalah dye tu. Amin~

Okay, rindu kawasan sekolah, tapi takut nak masuk sekolah balik. Hehe, takpelah. Less than two weeks nak masuk sekolah. Em, tapi kelas tak same. Mesti rindu giloo. Walaupun baru form1. Yelah, untuk budak budak * ;P * every memory needs to be cherish. Okay dah panjang bukan? Yeahh, Sarah dah pecah rekod tak malas menulis.

Tata! AssalamualaikumWarahmatullahiWabarakatuh.